that is not cute, perspective matters
Age 20, human (after all)
spine gnawer
somewhere i don't belong
Joined on 11/28/21
Posted by yostobeullie - 1 month ago
a model, friend helped with unwrapping. not looking forward to texturing it again.
a gif, it's nothing remarkable. might do just a few more
and a hell lot of scribbles that I'm not willing to dedicate a project to.
life's just a mess, days go by like time isn't valuable enough. ideas spark and die out.
bother? doubt we should.
Posted by yostobeullie - January 9th, 2025
if it will end something. if it will partially or entirely erase some from history.
there is still so much to reach for.
all your previous actions, were they bad or good led to this moment. but life doesn't just stop now, because there will always be something to do.
past you wouldn't want all their effort to be wasted like this. none of your friends, even if they're former now, or your family, acquaintances, anyone, would want you to do this.
it can, and hopefully will get better. under the condition that you will walk another mile to make it so. otherwise it's hopeless, but don't let that mindset occupy your head.
positive must always prevail.
Posted by yostobeullie - December 21st, 2024
it's just the way i feel about my art. hell, i don't even have any finished pieces, not anymore. there's always something to add, something to improve.
something to be proud of (though not enough to post to portal), something to regret. to be ashamed, to overthink.
to improve and to fix. there will always be something for me to do before i reach the desired results. but for now i must ask anyone who considers doing it (scouting me AGAIN), to not do it.
give me time, and maybe some ideas. progression takes not only those, but also some devotion from my side. and oh boy do i lack that...
anyway i might post something for new years (i don't celebrate 25th of december Xmas)
Posted by yostobeullie - December 11th, 2024
spreading positive vibes, even when the subject is something terrifying
Posted by yostobeullie - December 8th, 2024
i have no reason to write this, but i will save whatever i've written to remind myself of this day.
Posted by yostobeullie - November 21st, 2024
since there is no poll option
Posted by yostobeullie - November 14th, 2024
grab it by the cords and whack it against the wall, then jump on it. stomp it furiously, then give it a kick.
thank me later,
Posted by yostobeullie - October 19th, 2024
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Vo42XudLGwvUT7yQ1YW3p7baVo6v9ZkV?usp=sharing
contains most types of content now, profanity not included
viewer discretion is advised or something idk how it works now
now i don't need to publish anything since it all is technically in open access now
now